Wednesday, November 18, 2009

She Did It!!!!! Thank you Thank you Thank you...


Jade has dance once a week on Tuesdays. She also has school on Tuesday. I dread Tuesday! Jade has a hard time with school and dance. She hates to be left alone. She does better when I walk out the door. Her teacher tells me all the time she does well about 10 seconds after I leave. Which by the way really doesn't make me feel good. When it comes to going to dance, she says she has a tummy ache or she her head hurts. I can't believe that a 4 year old has figured that out already. I didn't figure that out until I was in the third grade. Yesterday, I took her to her dance and they started to talk about the "performance". When is the performance?
Tomorrow...... Oh I knew that.... I will be judged on that later. I had instant stress. How is Jade going to handle this? I came to the conclusion that she wasn't going to perform. Matter of fact! I was telling her all day that she dances just like Beyonce. Without the legs, hair, and tan. But, Jade can shake her booty just like her. I handed her off to her second mom at dance. It's her teacher that I have pawned off Jade too. She is very motherly (she can't be more than 19) and is really good with her. They practice breathing in the beginning of class to calm her down. Yes, she is the only one inhaling and exhaling with the teacher in the corner.
I went and found my seat and my hands were sweating, my heart was pounding out of my chest. I was scouting my route to the stage to grab her before she would pass out. I told my family that my kid is like Kevin in Parenthood. They are one in the same. She came onto stage and I saw her lip starting to pout. All of us starting yelling her name. She saw us and it was all smiles. I have never been happier or prouder. Not to mention thankful I didn't break out in hives. She did awesome. Oh by the way... I owe my brother in law $2.00. I bet she wouldn't do it. I am glad I lost. It was worth it.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

My Birthday Girls

I just wanted to say Happy Birthday to the girls. I love you with all my heart. You are my life, my heart, and the soul purpose for being here.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Birthday Girls!


The pinata broke before she got another turn. She took her frustration on it later, don't worry.

Cutie Pie Gracie and momma Annie.






Notice the crown I made him wear. Happy Camper!






Jack A Roo


This cake caused so much havoc in our marriage. I told Ryan I would never buy a nice cake again in our marriage. Wal-Mart cakes is what I am sticking to now. I promise it was not expensive. It was like buying a $25 dollar cake for each of the girls. Ryan wanted to know what happened to the ones that you bake at home. To all who are reading, please mention how beautiful the cake was.
His response will be ridiculous.
PS Ryan agreed to show our house at 2:40 today. The party was at 4:00. We set everything up in ten minutes.
Until next year.






Thursday, October 15, 2009

The English Roses

I bought is book before Jade was born. I have Madonna's series of books. I buy kids books when they look interesting. I have for years. Madonna's books are great. I love them. I read it for the first time to Jade tonite and I found myself fighting back the tears! I couldn't believe it. All of her books have a life lesson in them. I wanted to wait to read it to Jade because it is for older kids. Since Jade is far beyond her years and far more mature than other children, I waited until she is almost 4. After I was done she said, "That was a great story mom."

So I was looking for a picture to put on my blog and there is a series of The English Roses. Plus it's own little world. The website is fun. Google it sometime.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

My Joy


This is my joy in my life. I love this baby so much. This morning we had so much fun. She does things totally out of the blue. Blue meaning letting me know she is her own person in that chunky monkey body. This morning she gave me my first kiss(without being asked or told). She just looked at me with her mouth wide open. Finally, she yelled at me to tell me what she wanted. Come on mom! I am so lucky to be a mother to these girls. I believe my greatest gift and the sole reason of being a woman is being a mother. I can't imagine my life any other way.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Another trip to Bear World




Jade yelling at her dad.



They adore each other.


Bambi loves Mia's clothes. By the time Ryan got it her bow out of it's mouth it had swallowed the entire thing.




We made it !!! 10 years!!!

This is the only picture I have of us on this joyous occasion. I am quite sad about it. Now you know us by now. We are very blunt and honest about our blissful marriage. I asked Ryan if he could say that we have been happily married for 10 years. He said and I quote. " Ahhh... I would say 9 and 1/2 years." To my shock and disbelief I said, "What 6 months were bad?" Ryan then said, "Just a couple days here and there that added up to 6 months." I love this man so much you have no idea. He has given me 2 adorable children and we have so much to be grateful for. I am even grateful for the couple of days here and there that added up that apparently weren't that great. I guess we have made up and we are doing something right.